Haha, I'm a lot better, thank you. I keep wanting to bump that entry off the top since I'm not angsty anymore, but I don't really have anything to update with sfkdjg
But yeah, I've been trying to keep that attitude--jump in, try it out, leave if I don't like it, y'know--but that night, Mom talked with me for hours and was just so serious and... I don't know, she just made it sound like this huge thing and kept showing me all these different schools and tried to talk me into going to them and made the one I wanted to go to sound scary and all this stuff, and I just got really spooked, I dunno. I forgot my whole motto for a while. Then after I was done worrying about that, I got a SECOND WIND of angst and was generally unhappy with MYSELF, not college, so it was just this one-two punch of emo, hahaha. But I'm doing better, now.
Thank you, though :> That does help a lot. And nah, I don't want to rush into the charity thing at all, haha. Everything must be nice and plaaaaanned
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Date: 2009-03-12 07:12 am (UTC)But yeah, I've been trying to keep that attitude--jump in, try it out, leave if I don't like it, y'know--but that night, Mom talked with me for hours and was just so serious and... I don't know, she just made it sound like this huge thing and kept showing me all these different schools and tried to talk me into going to them and made the one I wanted to go to sound scary and all this stuff, and I just got really spooked, I dunno. I forgot my whole motto for a while. Then after I was done worrying about that, I got a SECOND WIND of angst and was generally unhappy with MYSELF, not college, so it was just this one-two punch of emo, hahaha. But I'm doing better, now.
Thank you, though :> That does help a lot. And nah, I don't want to rush into the charity thing at all, haha. Everything must be nice and plaaaaanned