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heydudeicons update.
also, the philippines fundraiser at supercharitygo is still going on. go check it out.

man, i haven't felt like myself lately. i try to act normal, but it just doesn't feel right, and even the prospect of halloween hasn't been cheering me up. i dunno what's gotten into me, but i wish it'd go away so i can go back to
whatever i was before
an idiot
i dunno

i've been playing a ridiculous amount of saints row 2, which is really fun. i beat all the brotherhood missions and am currently working on the sons of samedi (who are a lot more entertaining. so much voodoo and drugs). even character creation is a load of fun. i thought about making martha stewart or paul reubens, but then i went down a more animu path instead it's hilarious don't judge me goddammit
i put him in a bra and a thong and fishnet stockings and high heels

real life stuff: my step-grandma has breast cancer. they found it really early, though, so it's very likely that she'll pull through just fine. tryin' to think of stuff to bring for thanksgiving, since she's not going to do any cooking. i guess i could make cookies? it's about the only thing i know how to make aside from pasta, which isn't exactly thanksgiving food to my knowledge

also, we've possibly sold our old house. it's been on the market for about five years, just draining us of money and making us clean up after loads of shitty tennants. i'm trying to avoid getting my hopes up since nothing's final right now, but god i hope these people buy it. it would free us up so much.

uhhh nothing else is coming to mind, so, question: am i intimidating/difficult to approach? this is completely unrelated to the rest of the post, so don't think people are coming down on me or anything, but it's just something i've wondered from time to time. be honest, anon's fine, etc.

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i definitely think so. i've been playing it constantly and even have it paused right now sfgkjh
and yeah, you can make ladies. one of the best things about the character creation in sr2 is that all the features are gender-neutral, so women can have big bushy beards and men can have boobs and you can swap the voices around aaand pretty much do whatever you want, i haven't seen any limits there. i wanted to make several characters with that thing.

yeah, i dunno, i've just been in this horrible slump where even things that usually never fail to make me smile... well, fail to make me smile. though it was my dad's birthday today, which actually cheered me up a lot, so i'm currently feeling all right. FOR NOW!!!

haha, good to hear! it seems like the people who feel a little intimidated are just shy, which is really just a matter of warming up rather than any kind of character flaw of mine, so that's good. it's just something that's been mentioned before in the past, and i've sort of gotten that vibe from people, but-- maybe i'm imagining things/it's all shyness? unless someone lets me know otherwise (WHICH I HOPE THEY DO if they're feeling like that).